taken around 5/6am during another sleepless night;
everyyyy single one of those band aids is covering an actual cut or scar of some kind. yes. even my breasts are effected.
due to this mystery illness; my immune system is weak because of everything going on and as a result, my body isn't healing the way it should.. any sort of boo boo or bug bite i get, ends up leaving the biggest most brutal scars. i'm sure it doesn't help i subconsciously compulsively scratch at them while stressed.
i've had some of the same open wounds for 3 months. =/
i constantly find i'm literally holding myself in some sort of attempt to keep from falling apart.
It seems wierd, (the symptoms that is) but when I am in a horrible condition, I always say things like "I'll be better in the morning." And it always works! Try it.
dear please feel better! i'll try to send you as many positive vibes as i can, just so you feel better! you're also my number 1 top friend on myspace, just cos you're so great and you give me a lot of inspiration! get well dear! <3
Go bye "You can have what you say."
i'll try to send you as many positive vibes as i can, just so you feel better!
you're also my number 1 top friend on myspace, just cos you're so great and you give me a lot of inspiration! get well dear! <3
I'm glad you're getting better.